Fool to the FOOLEST~

too much to think on whats happening on yesterday n today. i guess all this crap should be dissappeared by having a zZzZzz. 30 minutes will do! but im afraid the minutes will turn to hours. duhh. so its better to stay awake n start curhatin.

yesterday.......it was cippa's bday bash at xanax. sweet 21 cippa!! as always, we got a great time together when jay turns to be a rocker n harrys being a mic-whore! haha. hell yeah last nyte was COOL. but then nick picked the song. akim's fav! it was KEJORAKU BERSATU. terasa mahuuuu gile!! which is ok. im just having missing disoder for a moment but the next next next song reaaaaaalllyy weep me over. pretty shitty i cant control it. but lucky me the room was DARK n no one saw it. wat a shame. the song was biarlah bulan bicara by broery marantika. the tears just flowed like that. i was like, WTH fatin stop it! jgn cengeng kt cni bole x!! ermm sory awjan but im missing someone badly. he sings like an angel. yes2 he used to sing this song. n also widuri too! hes the daddy+father+hero of mine once upon a time. wait2 its not that hes gone forever but its just that......hes taken by a heartless stranger. im still his daughter n him as a father but the situation isnt the same now. things CHANGE so do the people. i dont know how will these ends. *sigh..x|

today......yes its the 1st april means its a day to fool people to the foolest. id witnessed sooo many people fooled other people especially those konichiwa bitches today! the coolest thing was they did prank the lecturers! hahaha. thats bad. n me too..i just fooled myself today infront of RH. fool me! that was embarrassing la weh. i will not tell what i just did. *tut.. sory. haha. n i did prank my ♥akem♥ today eventhough we have a bad feeling towards each other or maybe a little crisis between us for about these 3 to 4 days but... do i care?? it was awful! ehek. sory sayang i just wana hear ur VOICE n know how ur doing. ill wait for u to be fine again ok. but dont take it too long pls u know it kills me. fewh. gedix la kaw ten!